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angstometer rising!
This is how I feel at the moment with regards to people who have planks of wood in their eyes.

I am feeling a little frustrated and angsty at the moment. It sometimes feels that no matter how much you try your best, and do things the right way, someone always has to have a go at you. That's when it hurts the most. I can usually take knocks without too much pain if they are warrented or just plainly stupid, but if I'm trying really hard at something to the point of my own detriment and someone nitpicks at my imperfection in what I'm doing, that cuts deep. I find it hard not to get defensive, or angry, or upset. Sometimes it's safer not to try, but then you don't get the highs that also come with that. I'm kind of irrational and vulerable when I put my heart and soul into something, and I think I'm on the way to destruction at the moment because my heart and soul are in, and the hard times are just beginning.

wish me luck :O

In happier news, this weekend was nice. I went skating three times, spent a lot of time with connie, and just slept lots. Connie is off to wollongong for 3 weeks for work, and she will only be back on weekends (party @ my house eh!). I'll miss her a lot, hopefully we'll talk on the phone - but I don't think she'll have email. This coming week I'm hoping to get some video editing done, so my blogs will be pretty boring. Maybe something crazy will happen to me to keep things interesting, but more than likely it'll just be the cliche old "went to work, played basketball, slept" kind of blog.

song of the moment: eskimo joe - liar

posted by hunt @ 6:42 PM